so sometimes i feel like i dont want to do girl scouts anymore because i get all stressed out because i have so much to do and i need to do it soon. but then i think im a little shit that im so lazy i cant even manage to do a little work once in awhile and i should get over it and i cant spend my life reading and watching tv ALL the time just because i want to
im a lazy shit
ally-cat 
That’s why you blame all your lack of time on Lucas. Isn’t that why you had him?