Category: Diary

Private diary entries

Dreams

Vision

Last night i dreamed that i went down to reserve vision. i went with a bunch of people. turns out htere was only one booth left to reserve and they decided htey wanted to think about it. then we are standing outside vision and kristie and lauren say they arent going to go at all. i got really mad at them and stormed off saying “fine, lets just cancel the whole thing” (i think this should be my new mantra). then after i calmed down i went back to tell the guy to just go ahead and reserve the booth, but there was a line at the door and i ended up standing behind sarah and raechel. they seemed to be planning something or other cause they kept whispering. then once i got thru the line up to the guy, he said that last booth had already been booked.

why does this dream not feel like a dream ?

Dreams

London for a Day

I had a dream last night that Kristie and I went to London again, but just for a day (apparently in dream land it only takes 4 hours to get there and doesnt cost a billion dollars). we didnt think anyone would believe us, so we took pix under Big Ben and stuff. we mostly just walked around the city seeing the sights and then we went home. then we had fun telling everyone “we went to london today”.

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My Shower

I just want to thank all of you for the fabulous shower you threw for me today. I had *such* a great time and Im so glad you all came and I **loved** all of my presents. It was so wonderful of yall to go to all that work and do that for me and I love every one of you.

I’ve posted some of the pix to the gallery!

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Spam

i have temp disabled comments cause im receiving massive spam to my site the past couple of days.

im still sick!! its been 6 days and im still not over this stupid cold/flu thing. i feel mostly better now except massive congestion in my nose and lungs(?) or something.

tomorrow is my wedding shower!! i think im starting to get excited about it despite all the stress ive been having. a lot of times lately ive been wishing i wasnt having all these extra parties cause theyre more trouble to plan than the wedding! (the shower, bachelorette party, rehearsal dinner, bridesmaids luncheon).

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soup

so i decided i was going to make myself some soup for lunch. simple enough right? first i try to open the can with the hand held can opener. now i know ive only used such a contraption a couple of times but it shouldnt be too hard. it doesnt work. i get a different one out of the drawer, perhaps the first one was broken, but still no luck. i peer thru a foggy daze at the contraption but can see nothing wrong with it. i regard the can lid to see if it has worked at all. then i noticed a tab top open. i dont even need a can opener. so i pour the glob into the pot and put it on low heat. i take abby out and get the mail. i come back in and the stuff has burned a bit on the bottoms and sides – how frustrating. also, it should be ready by now but it still looks like a thick blob and not like soup. i pick up the can again and read the label “cream of potato”. no word “soup” i read further “condensed soup”. this must be for cooking. i dump the mess in the sink and get out another pot. i yank open the cabinet and get a different can. “condensed soup”. i grab another and another, all “condensed soup”. UGH. now i have no soup.

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Bad Day

“Cause you had a bad day
You’re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around”
~ Daniel Powter

“Had a bad day, don’t talk to me,
gonna ride this out”
~ Unwritten Law

my sister and her boyfriend broke up and shes sad and its killing me. i got my wedding dress in and went to try it on today. i wanted to cry. put me in a bad mood the rest of the day (that and i hadnt eaten all day). my grandparents dont want to come to my wedding cause my other grandparents are going to be there and they dont like each other and apparently thats more important than me getting married. i wish my grandpa was still alive. poked my eye out tonight right after hearing this news and started crying about all this shit.

on the bright side, paul put together the cutest easter basket for me. that made me really happy